Wednesday, 27 February 2008
Teh piyutsur of a devangel.
8:55 pm /
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I'm confused....with the future.
Seeing my life right now, i thought that i was still young. i'm still in year 10. I'M 14. but i looked on other directions and i realized that i'm young...but im old enough to decide something i'll be doing for the rest of my life.
I'm turning 15[legal age to work] on june, i have to get a work experience on a job somewhere on july and probably...well if i could insist my parents, i might look for a part time job. i thought that even if i had this work experience, it's no use if i'm not gonna look for a real job. so yea, i need to find a job.
Somewhere within this semester(or this year), i have to decide on which subjects i will take up for year 11 or VCE[Victorian Certificate Education, teka yun nga ba? :lol:]. and because i'm gonna be in uni[university], i have to pick the required subjects to the course that i'll be taking up once i got into uni. now i really have to think about it. I was pretty sure im getting computer science but then when i tried a career choice test, i got a pretty high score in administration, well it goes like it's the only category with a score. From then on it felt like i don't feel like going to my preferred course and wanna try something different. I kind of forgot about that for awhile but there was a topic in our table that let me realize that i'm about to enter a decision making for myself and for the rest of my life.
I caught a glimpse of the picture of Sione's sister in his phone then i asked him about how she's doing and if she's going to uni. He said she goes to uni[dunno with the course but i think it was foodtech], i ask him if he's coming to uni after year 12, he said "no, i'm going TAFE". The next thing i know, me, Jye and Annie were talking about courses and universities.
"You have to decide now 'coz there are required subjects in every course when you go to uni" Jye explained.
It kinda freaks me out when i realized how fast the time is ticking and how fast a year could past in this country. it felt like i'll wake up the next day, i finished year 12 and i'm now off to uni. [2 years from now by the way].
the rest of the time, Jye is talking to me while doing his work in business management 'coz he sooo knew so much stuffs. He told me that he thinks that IT is getting boring, because when he finally learned php and was actually became php scriptist, he got bored of it and he realized that it was only for personal learning. How you just got stuck in the computer all day, he mean, HOW BORING IS THAT? WHERE'S THE FUN?
but in the end, his advice was that, i had to go on what i love to do and not the EASIEST course to do[since another reason of mine of getting comp sci is because it was easy :P].
so in the end, im still confused about it.
Seeing my life right now, i thought that i was still young. i'm still in year 10. I'M 14. but i looked on other directions and i realized that i'm young...but im old enough to decide something i'll be doing for the rest of my life.
I'm turning 15[legal age to work] on june, i have to get a work experience on a job somewhere on july and probably...well if i could insist my parents, i might look for a part time job. i thought that even if i had this work experience, it's no use if i'm not gonna look for a real job. so yea, i need to find a job.
Somewhere within this semester(or this year), i have to decide on which subjects i will take up for year 11 or VCE[Victorian Certificate Education, teka yun nga ba? :lol:]. and because i'm gonna be in uni[university], i have to pick the required subjects to the course that i'll be taking up once i got into uni. now i really have to think about it. I was pretty sure im getting computer science but then when i tried a career choice test, i got a pretty high score in administration, well it goes like it's the only category with a score. From then on it felt like i don't feel like going to my preferred course and wanna try something different. I kind of forgot about that for awhile but there was a topic in our table that let me realize that i'm about to enter a decision making for myself and for the rest of my life.
I caught a glimpse of the picture of Sione's sister in his phone then i asked him about how she's doing and if she's going to uni. He said she goes to uni[dunno with the course but i think it was foodtech], i ask him if he's coming to uni after year 12, he said "no, i'm going TAFE". The next thing i know, me, Jye and Annie were talking about courses and universities.
"You have to decide now 'coz there are required subjects in every course when you go to uni" Jye explained.
It kinda freaks me out when i realized how fast the time is ticking and how fast a year could past in this country. it felt like i'll wake up the next day, i finished year 12 and i'm now off to uni. [2 years from now by the way].
the rest of the time, Jye is talking to me while doing his work in business management 'coz he sooo knew so much stuffs. He told me that he thinks that IT is getting boring, because when he finally learned php and was actually became php scriptist, he got bored of it and he realized that it was only for personal learning. How you just got stuck in the computer all day, he mean, HOW BORING IS THAT? WHERE'S THE FUN?
but in the end, his advice was that, i had to go on what i love to do and not the EASIEST course to do[since another reason of mine of getting comp sci is because it was easy :P].
so in the end, im still confused about it.
